Could reacting too quickly be more dangerous than not reacting at all?
As I flash into conciseness I notice my unusual surroundings. I followed a professor to get an assignment and ended up standing there, not quite sure where he had gone or how long I'd been there. It was the end of day and I was running out of dry places to wipe my nose. I should have seen where the professor went. I notice 2 men talking on the other side of the room. I know I don't belong here, this is the back of the police training lab and I'm from the electronics tech department. The small technical building housed both departments so close I could hear the grunting below and so synchronized that my schedule included the same electives. One man explains to the other. Even though violent situations are rare they train and train and train so the students can react, when only a few seconds makes the difference between a live officer and a dead one.
I feel nervous, as I wonder; what if the professor doesn't come back? Could I even find my way out? I didn't even feel safe there. I'd displayed my lack of coordination in self defence and even passed, due to sympathetic grading, but the students were well trained. What if someone saw me here and didn't recognize me? I breathed a sigh of relief, remembering the many ways I had embarrassed myself. Even if I got locked in, it would just be another thing added to a long list of perceptual mishaps everyone had come to expect.
As the professor exits his office becoming visible, I blow my nose on in the last dryish corner of my coat, so I can get a breath of air. I'm glad I can take a bit of extra time before I react to what I see. I'm not going to defend myself aggressively. I can get down on the ground cover my neck and "fight like a quaker". The moves from self defence would be offensive if used in a non-threatening situation, but by the time I understood a threatening situation really existed, I'd be dead.
I wonder how quickly officers can see. Certainly they can see faster than I can, but are they always right? Could reacting too quickly be more dangerous than not reacting at all?
Sunday, July 24, 2016
Tuesday, May 31, 2016
Overcoming My Third Parent
I have a mom and a dad who are together and qualified as parents meeting even very strict approval standards. My third parent is not a person, but a group of people acting together against their own best interests. My third parent has been misusing more 2/3 of the money collected for me and my disability siblings. They have been buying things like super bowl commercials, drugs and hospital stays at the expense of our basic needs.
Also I notice my third parent has been adding poisons to the food, we are expected to eat. They want to make the food last longer by preventing microbes from eating it, but microbes are a key component of our digestive systems that helps us get more nutrients out of less food.
What is happening is illogical. If people knew what they could do with the chemicals they were feeding us, they would not put them in our food. I have released yarn monsters, which evolved from warm fuzzies to help teach children about chemistry. I hope to be working with images and videos soon.
Orbital theory is a powerful tool that can help us better predict chemical reactions and safety.
Also I notice my third parent has been adding poisons to the food, we are expected to eat. They want to make the food last longer by preventing microbes from eating it, but microbes are a key component of our digestive systems that helps us get more nutrients out of less food.
What is happening is illogical. If people knew what they could do with the chemicals they were feeding us, they would not put them in our food. I have released yarn monsters, which evolved from warm fuzzies to help teach children about chemistry. I hope to be working with images and videos soon.
Orbital theory is a powerful tool that can help us better predict chemical reactions and safety.
Monday, May 16, 2016
The Protons
The Protons are very small creatures, they use electrons to control temperature. Electrons are smaller territorial creatures, that prefer to maintain as much space as possible. The behavior of these very small creatures can be used to explain the world as we know it.
Thursday, April 7, 2016
Time Travels Forward Backward and Sideways
Most people have a fairly consistent perception of time, but time is far more complex. Our bodies have more than 500 metabolic cycles atomic clocks, depending on and synchronizing each other. Each process matters to the timing of other processes. Depending on your species these processes that determine ageing can vary. A dog's ageing process is around 7 times as fast as a human's.
We use devices or natural events to help ourselves stay on time. We have variable personal experiences of time. Timekeeping devices have changed over the years, we have gone from pendulum clocks to spring wound devices to atomic clocks. All of these clocks use cycles to help people stay on the same time path. In a complex world synchronization is important because processes the overlap of cycles has a big effect on what happen.
Back when I was a teenager I was riding over to the dump to see if anything new was at the free spot by the dump after school. On the way a sign catches my eye. Boxes of old stuff have been left behind after a yard sale. As we begin loading the boxes a child sees us. The child asks if we are there to pick up after the yard sale, as if someone had known we would be there. Us being there had seemed like a random event, yet it had been predicted somehow.
This event could be predicted simply because it happened often, but why would something so statistically unlikely as people coming along to take free stuff happen there often? This was not just simple physics, like I found in the old spacetime physics, this was life, making it's own rules.
Everything had to be just right for me to end up with these books, had I been walking they would have been too heavy, I might have taken the bus I might have gone the other way, someone else could have picked up the books or they might even have gone to the dump. What was it that arranged this? Is anything really random?
One variable is how long it takes a neural synapse to happen, another variable is the synapse voltage. The nernst equation is use to help predict those variables. Changing neurological ions can lead to variation in nerves. Nerve cells normally contain sodium chloride and the immune system flushes out sodium fluoride and other interfering molecules, but if the immune system is overwhelmed, the nerves can end up with enough sodium fluoride to significantly alter perception, but in order to stay in the same reality as everyone else.
Humans perceive time in the temporal lobe. People with Autism tend to have larger temporal lobes and more distorted time.
Time had always seemed to affect me differently, I just didn't grow up very fast, I was always behind physically too young and chronologically to old. I was a less than motivated worn out sick student student with exceptionally poor vision and handwriting. It took me longer to do things. My name was not readable and I even turned in assignments wet with disgusting autoimmune goo.
I was often unresponsive, seeming someplace else will my mind kept records sorting and changing them endlessly in a world I did not understand and could not interact with quite consistently. A map of the US might seem like a simple assignment, but I could barely move. My brother had been more distant than I was, this made him frighteningly unpredictable, so they used drugs to control his sleep. He couldn't handle the drugs, he started having seizures and got very thin, before he disappeared. I had helped look for him. It might have already been too late, when I said "there is one place where if David is you need to find him right now." I remembered the assignment was hard and I had decided, not to do it at all. It was open house and the teacher was ready to show off what the students had done. My map was not with the other map, I waited nervously as the teacher looked. She found the map, but how? I was confused. I had this dream where I was looking for the map guilt-fully knowing I would not find it. I went to ask a guy where it was. I didn't normally recognise faces, but he was distinctively ugly, with a large nose and rat-like features...
Too be continued...
We use devices or natural events to help ourselves stay on time. We have variable personal experiences of time. Timekeeping devices have changed over the years, we have gone from pendulum clocks to spring wound devices to atomic clocks. All of these clocks use cycles to help people stay on the same time path. In a complex world synchronization is important because processes the overlap of cycles has a big effect on what happen.
Back when I was a teenager I was riding over to the dump to see if anything new was at the free spot by the dump after school. On the way a sign catches my eye. Boxes of old stuff have been left behind after a yard sale. As we begin loading the boxes a child sees us. The child asks if we are there to pick up after the yard sale, as if someone had known we would be there. Us being there had seemed like a random event, yet it had been predicted somehow.
This event could be predicted simply because it happened often, but why would something so statistically unlikely as people coming along to take free stuff happen there often? This was not just simple physics, like I found in the old spacetime physics, this was life, making it's own rules.
Everything had to be just right for me to end up with these books, had I been walking they would have been too heavy, I might have taken the bus I might have gone the other way, someone else could have picked up the books or they might even have gone to the dump. What was it that arranged this? Is anything really random?
One variable is how long it takes a neural synapse to happen, another variable is the synapse voltage. The nernst equation is use to help predict those variables. Changing neurological ions can lead to variation in nerves. Nerve cells normally contain sodium chloride and the immune system flushes out sodium fluoride and other interfering molecules, but if the immune system is overwhelmed, the nerves can end up with enough sodium fluoride to significantly alter perception, but in order to stay in the same reality as everyone else.
Humans perceive time in the temporal lobe. People with Autism tend to have larger temporal lobes and more distorted time.
Time had always seemed to affect me differently, I just didn't grow up very fast, I was always behind physically too young and chronologically to old. I was a less than motivated worn out sick student student with exceptionally poor vision and handwriting. It took me longer to do things. My name was not readable and I even turned in assignments wet with disgusting autoimmune goo.
I was often unresponsive, seeming someplace else will my mind kept records sorting and changing them endlessly in a world I did not understand and could not interact with quite consistently. A map of the US might seem like a simple assignment, but I could barely move. My brother had been more distant than I was, this made him frighteningly unpredictable, so they used drugs to control his sleep. He couldn't handle the drugs, he started having seizures and got very thin, before he disappeared. I had helped look for him. It might have already been too late, when I said "there is one place where if David is you need to find him right now." I remembered the assignment was hard and I had decided, not to do it at all. It was open house and the teacher was ready to show off what the students had done. My map was not with the other map, I waited nervously as the teacher looked. She found the map, but how? I was confused. I had this dream where I was looking for the map guilt-fully knowing I would not find it. I went to ask a guy where it was. I didn't normally recognise faces, but he was distinctively ugly, with a large nose and rat-like features...
Too be continued...
Wednesday, January 21, 2015
The Rich Pigeon Experiment
Here is a very old allowance agreement.
http://www.smithsonianmag.com/history/who-wants-to-be-a-billionaire-2996641/
Memorandum between PAPA and JOHN. Regarding an Allowance.
1. Beginning with May 1st, John's allowance is to be at the rate of One dollar and fifty cents ($1.50) per week.
2. At the end of each week during which John has kept his accounts accurately and to Papa's satisfaction, the allowance for the succeeding week will be increased ten cents (10¢) over the week just ended, up to but not beyond a total per week of two dollars ($2.00).
3. At the end of each week during which John has not kept his accounts accurately and to Papa's satisfaction, the allowance for the succeeding week shall be reduced ten cents (10¢) from the week just ended.
4. During any week when there have been no receipts or expenditures to record the allowance shall continue at the same rate as in the preceding week.
5. During any week when the account has been correctly kept but the writing and figuring are not satisfactory the allowance shall continue at the same rate as in the preceding week.
6. Papa shall be the sole judge as to whether an increase or a decrease is to be made.
7. It is understood that at least Twenty Per cent (20%) of the allowance shall be used for benevolences.
8. It is understood that at least Twenty Per cent (20%) of the allowance shall be saved.
9. It is understood that every purchase or expenditure made is to be put down definitely and clearly.
10. It is understood that John will make no purchases, charging the same to Mama or Papa, without the special consent of Mama, Papa or Miss Scales [a family governess].
11. It is understood that when John desires to make any purchases which the allowance does not cover, he will first gain the consent of either Mama, Papa, or Miss Scales, who will give him sufficient money with which to pay for the specific purchases, the change from which, together with a memorandum showing what items have been bought and at what cost and what amount is returned, is to be given to the person advancing the money, before night of the day on which the purchases are made.
12. It is understood that no governess, companion or other person in the household is to be asked by John to pay for any items for him, other than carfare.
13. To any savings from the date in this account which John may from time to time deposit in his bank account, in excess of the twenty per cent (20%) referred to in Item No. 8, Papa will add an equal sum for deposit.
14. The allowance above set forth and the agreement under which it shall be arrived at are to continue in force until changed by mutual consent.
The above agreement approved and entered into by
John D. Rockefeller, Jr.
John D. Rockefeller 3rd
Read more: http://www.smithsonianmag.com/history/who-wants-to-be-a-billionaire-2996641/#sbiSX2AMTiqOEpKh.99
Now lets compare 14 year old Rockefeller to the pigeons lying for rewards.
http://www.robertlanza.com/lying-in-the-pigeon/
How will young Rockefeller spend the 20% he gives to charity?
Now in this thought experiment the pigeon does not have to lie at all he simply has to choose the bigger pile. This 14 year old pigeon knows he will get a bigger profit off some donations than others. It may take a hundred years or longer for him to understand how to get the biggest possible pile. The early results of the experiment show that he starts out taking the bigger pile witch has devastating consequences for the entire world. Now that the majority of the world has become part of the pile protecting the pile should be treated with seriousness. It is time for industry to stop cannibalizing it's assets by harming people with seemingly profitable products. I think this is why humans have a built in sense of morality, just doing the right thing and helping people with charity is a significantly greater value than trying to profit off "benevolences" as much as possible. Note the simple act of giving money may encourage others to lie, especially in situations where no one is really sure what is going to happen.
http://maryamericanidiot.blogspot.com/2015/01/poison.html
http://www.smithsonianmag.com/history/who-wants-to-be-a-billionaire-2996641/
Memorandum between PAPA and JOHN. Regarding an Allowance.
1. Beginning with May 1st, John's allowance is to be at the rate of One dollar and fifty cents ($1.50) per week.
2. At the end of each week during which John has kept his accounts accurately and to Papa's satisfaction, the allowance for the succeeding week will be increased ten cents (10¢) over the week just ended, up to but not beyond a total per week of two dollars ($2.00).
3. At the end of each week during which John has not kept his accounts accurately and to Papa's satisfaction, the allowance for the succeeding week shall be reduced ten cents (10¢) from the week just ended.
4. During any week when there have been no receipts or expenditures to record the allowance shall continue at the same rate as in the preceding week.
5. During any week when the account has been correctly kept but the writing and figuring are not satisfactory the allowance shall continue at the same rate as in the preceding week.
6. Papa shall be the sole judge as to whether an increase or a decrease is to be made.
7. It is understood that at least Twenty Per cent (20%) of the allowance shall be used for benevolences.
8. It is understood that at least Twenty Per cent (20%) of the allowance shall be saved.
9. It is understood that every purchase or expenditure made is to be put down definitely and clearly.
10. It is understood that John will make no purchases, charging the same to Mama or Papa, without the special consent of Mama, Papa or Miss Scales [a family governess].
11. It is understood that when John desires to make any purchases which the allowance does not cover, he will first gain the consent of either Mama, Papa, or Miss Scales, who will give him sufficient money with which to pay for the specific purchases, the change from which, together with a memorandum showing what items have been bought and at what cost and what amount is returned, is to be given to the person advancing the money, before night of the day on which the purchases are made.
12. It is understood that no governess, companion or other person in the household is to be asked by John to pay for any items for him, other than carfare.
13. To any savings from the date in this account which John may from time to time deposit in his bank account, in excess of the twenty per cent (20%) referred to in Item No. 8, Papa will add an equal sum for deposit.
14. The allowance above set forth and the agreement under which it shall be arrived at are to continue in force until changed by mutual consent.
The above agreement approved and entered into by
John D. Rockefeller, Jr.
John D. Rockefeller 3rd
Read more: http://www.smithsonianmag.com/history/who-wants-to-be-a-billionaire-2996641/#sbiSX2AMTiqOEpKh.99
Now lets compare 14 year old Rockefeller to the pigeons lying for rewards.
http://www.robertlanza.com/lying-in-the-pigeon/
How will young Rockefeller spend the 20% he gives to charity?
Now in this thought experiment the pigeon does not have to lie at all he simply has to choose the bigger pile. This 14 year old pigeon knows he will get a bigger profit off some donations than others. It may take a hundred years or longer for him to understand how to get the biggest possible pile. The early results of the experiment show that he starts out taking the bigger pile witch has devastating consequences for the entire world. Now that the majority of the world has become part of the pile protecting the pile should be treated with seriousness. It is time for industry to stop cannibalizing it's assets by harming people with seemingly profitable products. I think this is why humans have a built in sense of morality, just doing the right thing and helping people with charity is a significantly greater value than trying to profit off "benevolences" as much as possible. Note the simple act of giving money may encourage others to lie, especially in situations where no one is really sure what is going to happen.
http://maryamericanidiot.blogspot.com/2015/01/poison.html
Tuesday, January 20, 2015
Autistic Diet, Thought Experiment.
What would happen if you took all the animals at a zoo and fed them a diet of only hay? You might guess that some of the animals would survive much better on this diet than others. Will a horse may survive years on hay the zoo cat would starve if it had nothing else. Please get the idea out of your head that everyone should eat the same thing! Most schools serve a diet that is inadequate for most children.
Reference:
http://sensorydisordertormey.blogspot.com/2015/01/autistic-diet-thought-experiment.html
Reference:
http://sensorydisordertormey.blogspot.com/2015/01/autistic-diet-thought-experiment.html
Tuesday, January 6, 2015
Survival of the Fittest.
I remember the nightmare of living in this delusion. Every night I tried to walk across the pillars. I was afraid and I fell in over and over, night after night. I saw David, as he moved skilfully and unafraid. I had to be the stronger child. I always had to win. I was not as big as the others and no matter what I was given, I always seemed to need more than what I got. I was a winner, before I could even tie my shoe. I found myself alone and split my mind in two. I sorted the cards and I counted the pieces. I was blank as a wall. I left time behind and I sorted, it all. Marbles and pennies, books, and papers and strings, who would have thought you could make a such a mess by sorting things. The competition was fierce, but who would complain, when I was the only one playing the game? The rules may vary, but I learn very fast. By the second game I am better than before, so good they don't want to play anymore...
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