Time Travels Forward Backward and Sideways

Most people have a fairly consistent perception of time, but time is far more complex. Our bodies have more than 500 metabolic cycles atomic clocks, depending on and synchronizing each other. Each process matters to the timing of other processes. Depending on your species these processes that determine ageing can vary. A dog's ageing process is around 7 times as fast as a human's.
We use devices or natural events to help ourselves stay on time. We have variable personal experiences of time. Timekeeping devices have changed over the years, we have gone from pendulum clocks to spring wound devices to atomic clocks. All of these clocks use cycles to help people stay on the same time path. In a complex world synchronization is important because processes the overlap of cycles has a big effect on what happen.

Back when I was a teenager I was riding over to the dump to see if anything new was at the free spot by the dump after school. On the way a sign catches my eye. Boxes of old stuff have been left behind after a yard sale. As we begin loading the boxes a child sees us. The child asks if we are there to pick up after the yard sale, as if someone had known we would be there. Us being there had seemed like a random event, yet it had been predicted somehow.

This event could be predicted simply because it happened often, but why would something so statistically unlikely as people coming along to take free stuff happen there often? This was not just simple physics, like I found in the old spacetime physics, this was life, making it's own rules.

Everything had to be just right for me to end up with these books, had I been walking they would have been too heavy, I might have taken the bus I might have gone the other way, someone else could have picked up the books or they might even have gone to the dump. What was it that arranged this? Is anything really random?

One variable is how long it takes a neural synapse to happen, another variable is the synapse voltage. The nernst equation is use to help predict those variables. Changing neurological ions can lead to variation in nerves. Nerve cells normally contain sodium chloride and the immune system flushes out sodium fluoride and other interfering molecules, but if the immune system is overwhelmed, the nerves can end up with enough sodium fluoride to significantly alter perception, but in order to stay in the same reality as everyone else.
Humans perceive time in the temporal lobe. People with Autism tend to have larger temporal lobes and more distorted time.

Time had always seemed to affect me differently, I just didn't grow up very fast, I was always behind physically too young and chronologically to old. I was a less than motivated worn out sick student student with exceptionally poor vision and handwriting. It took me longer to do things. My name was not readable and I even turned in assignments wet with disgusting autoimmune goo.
I was often unresponsive, seeming someplace else will my mind kept records sorting and changing them endlessly in a world I did not understand and could not interact with quite consistently. A map of the US might seem like a simple assignment, but I could barely move. My brother had been more distant than I was, this made him frighteningly unpredictable, so they used drugs to control his sleep. He couldn't handle the drugs, he started having seizures and got very thin, before he disappeared. I had helped look for him. It might have already been too late, when I said "there is one place where if David is you need to find him right now." I remembered the assignment was hard and I had decided, not to do it at all. It was open house and the teacher was ready to show off what the students had done. My map was not with the other map, I waited nervously as the teacher looked. She found the map, but how? I was confused. I had this dream where I was looking for the map guilt-fully knowing I would not find it. I went to ask a guy where it was. I didn't normally recognise faces, but he was distinctively ugly, with a large nose and rat-like features...

Too be continued...

The Rich Pigeon Experiment

Here is a very old allowance agreement.

http://www.smithsonianmag.com/history/who-wants-to-be-a-billionaire-2996641/
Memorandum between PAPA and JOHN. Regarding an Allowance.

1. Beginning with May 1st, John's allowance is to be at the rate of One dollar and fifty cents ($1.50) per week.

2. At the end of each week during which John has kept his accounts accurately and to Papa's satisfaction, the allowance for the succeeding week will be increased ten cents (10¢) over the week just ended, up to but not beyond a total per week of two dollars ($2.00).

3. At the end of each week during which John has not kept his accounts accurately and to Papa's satisfaction, the allowance for the succeeding week shall be reduced ten cents (10¢) from the week just ended.

4. During any week when there have been no receipts or expenditures to record the allowance shall continue at the same rate as in the preceding week.

5. During any week when the account has been correctly kept but the writing and figuring are not satisfactory the allowance shall continue at the same rate as in the preceding week.

6. Papa shall be the sole judge as to whether an increase or a decrease is to be made.

7. It is understood that at least Twenty Per cent (20%) of the allowance shall be used for benevolences.

8. It is understood that at least Twenty Per cent (20%) of the allowance shall be saved.
9. It is understood that every purchase or expenditure made is to be put down definitely and clearly.

10. It is understood that John will make no purchases, charging the same to Mama or Papa, without the special consent of Mama, Papa or Miss Scales [a family governess].

11. It is understood that when John desires to make any purchases which the allowance does not cover, he will first gain the consent of either Mama, Papa, or Miss Scales, who will give him sufficient money with which to pay for the specific purchases, the change from which, together with a memorandum showing what items have been bought and at what cost and what amount is returned, is to be given to the person advancing the money, before night of the day on which the purchases are made.

12. It is understood that no governess, companion or other person in the household is to be asked by John to pay for any items for him, other than carfare.

13. To any savings from the date in this account which John may from time to time deposit in his bank account, in excess of the twenty per cent (20%) referred to in Item No. 8, Papa will add an equal sum for deposit.

14. The allowance above set forth and the agreement under which it shall be arrived at are to continue in force until changed by mutual consent.

The above agreement approved and entered into by

John D. Rockefeller, Jr.
John D. Rockefeller 3rd

Read more: http://www.smithsonianmag.com/history/who-wants-to-be-a-billionaire-2996641/#sbiSX2AMTiqOEpKh.99

Now lets compare 14 year old Rockefeller to the pigeons lying for rewards.

http://www.robertlanza.com/lying-in-the-pigeon/

How will young Rockefeller spend the 20% he gives to charity?

Now in this thought experiment the pigeon does not have to lie at all he simply has to choose the bigger pile. This 14 year old pigeon knows he will get a bigger profit off some donations than others. It may take a hundred years or longer for him to understand how to get the biggest possible pile. The early results of the experiment show that he starts out taking the bigger pile witch has devastating consequences for the entire world. Now that the majority of the world has become part of the pile protecting the pile should be treated with seriousness. It is time for industry to stop cannibalizing it's assets by harming people with seemingly profitable products. I think this is why humans have a built in sense of morality, just doing the right thing and helping people with charity is a significantly greater value than trying to profit off "benevolences" as much as possible. Note the simple act of giving money may encourage others to lie, especially in situations where no one is really sure what is going to happen.

http://maryamericanidiot.blogspot.com/2015/01/poison.html

Autistic Diet, Thought Experiment.

What would happen if you took all the animals at a zoo and fed them a diet of only hay? You might guess that some of the animals would survive much better on this diet than others. Will a horse may survive years on hay the zoo cat would starve if it had nothing else. Please get the idea out of your head that everyone should eat the same thing! Most schools serve a diet that is inadequate for most children.


Reference:
http://sensorydisordertormey.blogspot.com/2015/01/autistic-diet-thought-experiment.html

Survival of the Fittest.

I remember the nightmare of living in this delusion. Every night I tried to walk across the pillars. I was afraid and I fell in over and over, night after night. I saw David, as he moved skilfully and unafraid. I had to be the stronger child. I always had to win. I was not as big as the others and no matter what I was given, I always seemed to need more than what I got. I was a winner, before I could even tie my shoe. I found myself alone and split my mind in two. I sorted the cards and I counted the pieces. I was blank as a wall. I left time behind and I sorted, it all. Marbles and pennies, books, and papers and strings, who would have thought you could make a such a mess by sorting things. The competition was fierce, but who would complain, when I was the only one playing the game? The rules may vary, but I learn very fast. By the second game I am better than before, so good they don't want to play anymore...

The Twins

When I was 3 years old my mother told me a story about 2 twins, they did not feel pain. They pulled a dresser on top of themselves and died laughing.
Is it really a disorder to feel pain, from harmful things? Feeling pain from sound or over-stimulation or lack of motion may be as natural as feeling pain from a burn of a cut. These things are associated real dangers. Sounds and lights are used to attract people to unsafe places like bars, casinos, and wild parties. Lack of motion, may also be painful, especially for people with hypermobility syndrome who need mussels to support their bodies structure and maintain energy flow throughout the body.
Pain is a warning not a disorder, it is important to be aware of predators. Be aware that predators are exploiting kids in schools by forcing them to sit still for a profit. The restriction of motion and lack of choice in schools is bad for children. The schools are becoming more and more like factory farms. Children are being kept in smaller spaces, given more drugs and less nutrition. Children are given a standardized education graded and forced to sell themselves as products. I have been made to feel like a defective product, but I am not a product I am a person.

http://sensorydisordertormey.blogspot.com/2015/01/the-twins.html

I Put My Palm On the Table

It seem cruel how everyone is expected to play a part, and they get bullied if they don't play it just right, and the part is not the same from place to place or person to person. I put my palm on on the table so they know. They try to turn my arm to make it look just right, but no one is really the same and we need to have forgiveness.

Hearing All the Voices in the Room

I often wonder how many people are aware of what people talk about. As far back as I can remember I have been able to tune in people talking and observe their various ways of interacting with others. I notice groups of people and it seems they are not fully aware of other groups. Even on a very small playground, groups of kids had viewed different information, they had different rules. These groups engage in repetitive behaviors and ignore certain information, so they can form a common pairadime, that is incomplete and threatening to other groups. This is normal behavior. If groups could simply forgive social rules and pairadime variation they could understand a larger picture through the exchange of information. People maintain bonds that inhibit growth. I see different pictures being clearly formed by the media. I find it threatening to see so many divergent and hateful views are being promoted from common pharmaceutical industry supported sources. No matter how convincing the media may be I will not fear people based on adjectives. I will try to help others, regardless of views, I will state my views and not expect others to shift their views to match mine. I will learn to not overstate my views on other sites. I will instead write my own blogs and start my own groups for people who are interested in understanding more. I will try to understand everyone, but I get bored easily and will move on. Show me things that keep me interested. Teach me how to unite people. Let us protect our planet from the corporations that are destroying it for profit. Let us make our planet suitable for all people and plants and animals.